Lights & Shadows

Times of shadow and light

After BIRTH I needed a break - but now I'm back on track and wrote some new tracks at a very special place in November and December 2023 - with beautiful human and animal souls close to me, long walks in a very inspiring landscape and deep thoughts. The light in this place enchanted me and helped me to do my shadow work... I confronted myself with many aspects of my past. I have tried to overcome every self-doubt - sometimes I have succeeded better, sometimes worse. But I have found ways to build myself up again and again, to forgive myself and others. My symbol was that of an oak tree - to stand upright - no matter what wind may come... and to let go. I keep trying to remind myself that what is meant to be will be. We can only do our best to live according to our own ideas and wishes. We can choose our truth - but there is nothing to force … especially when other people are involved. Your truth does not have to be the truth of the other person at the same time. Nevertheless, not allowing yourself to be misled - standing by your own heart and upright is a strength that I would like to develop further.

C͟͞a͟͞u͟͞s͟͞e͟͞ ͟͞I͟͞ ͟͞k͟͞n͟͞o͟͞w͟͟͞͞

I͟͞ ͟͞c͟͞a͟͞n͟͞ ͟͞s͟͞t͟͞a͟͞n͟͞d͟͞ ͟͞l͟͞i͟͞k͟͞e͟͞ ͟͞a͟͞n͟͞ ͟͞o͟͞a͟͞k͟͟͞͞

I͟͞ ͟͞w͟͞i͟͞l͟͞l͟͞ ͟͞s͟͞u͟͞r͟͞v͟͞i͟͞v͟͞e͟͟͞͞

T͟͞h͟͞e͟͞ ͟͞s͟͞t͟͞o͟͞r͟͞m͟͞ ͟͞-͟͞ ͟͞t͟͞h͟͞e͟͞ ͟͞w͟͞i͟͞n͟͞d͟͟͞͞

M͟͞y͟͞ ͟͞l͟͞e͟͞a͟͞v͟͞e͟͞s͟͟͞͞

T͟͞h͟͞e͟͞y͟͞ ͟͞m͟͞a͟͞y͟͞ ͟͞e͟͞v͟͞e͟͞n͟͞ ͟͞f͟͞a͟͞l͟͞l͟͟͞͞

B͟͞u͟͞t͟͞ ͟͞e͟͞v͟͞e͟͞r͟͞y͟͞t͟͞h͟͞i͟͞n͟͞g͟͞ ͟͞w͟͞i͟͞l͟͞l͟͞ ͟͞g͟͞r͟͞o͟͞w͟͟͞͞

A͟͞g͟͞a͟͞i͟͞n͟͞ ͟͞a͟͞n͟͞d͟͞ ͟͞a͟͞g͟͞a͟͞i͟͞n͟͟͞͞

I͟͞ ͟͞c͟͞a͟͞n͟͞ ͟͞l͟͞e͟͞t͟͞ ͟͞g͟͞o͟͞ ͟͟͞͞

C͟͞a͟͞u͟͞s͟͞e͟͞ ͟͞I͟͞ ͟͞k͟͞n͟͞o͟͞w͟͞

I learn every day ... I make mistakes and I'm certainly not always the best version of myself. But I know - I am independent and free - to decide anew every day who I want to be and how I want to live. I know that showing weakness can also be strength. I know how I can protect myself now - and still be brave. I know that light cannot exist without shadows. I know now that I can survive these storms - I know that light comes back to me. And whats meant to be will meet back and forth in the origin.

Today I'm super proud of the new songs I wrote and the direction my musical journey is taking. Like life itself, sometimes you have to go through dark places and face the shadows before you can rise like a phoenix from the ashes... So I guess it’s time to heal.

The title of the new album will be...

Earth, Love and all it’s varieties

It will still take a while until we have recorded it completely - we are working on the arrangements, the studio recordings ... and so on and so on ... but I am pretty sure that everything will be completed this year..

Stay tuned. Spread the light. Much Love.

In-between - ANGRY WOMEN

There will be a very special event on March 8th 2024 at Zwölf Apostel Kirche in Berlin. Out of the idea of the Female Cretors Space and of a safe place for female musicians we created together the concept for an evening with four of us. Lucky presented of amSTARt, Kaput - Magazin für Insolvenz und Pop, rausgegangen, Digital in Berlin and Jungle the stage will be entered by

Joanna Gemma Auguri, Hazel Iris, Anchoress & ANIQO …

I would love to see you there. RE